Breathing-Poetry

The only way to ruin life, is to give up on everything you love.

I don't want to fall asleep I can't bare to close my eyes I can't stand what's inside my head Be it made of truth or lies 'Cause when I fall asleep The nightmares take place The worst things I can imagine Scarier than any screaming face In my dreams I see you there But you're hurting me on purpose And you don't seem to care I see you with other girls And you look so happy And I'm stood there screaming Telling you it should be me But you're not listening You're too busy having fun I can't get away from what I'm seeing No matter how much I try to run I'm seeing you with girlfriends I've never even heard of Telling them the

life is more      than what makes us sad      than what keeps us up at night      than what gives our hearts           butterfly-driven beats. life is love-      phone calls with imissyou's           whispered in the static      sun-drenched smiles and hazel eyes           locked on each other      endless walks into new horizons  

I've known all along But hidden it deep inside Now I'm going to let it out And you're going to hide I don't know if it's clever To show every scar I should trust my head But I'm going with my heart When you brush against my skin The only thing I want to do Is feel your warmth And hold on to you When we touch I still see that spark in your eyes If you see it too It wouldn't be a surprise The next time we kiss It's going to mean more It's going to give you shivers That reach every single pore I'll wrap my arms around you And show you what I've hidden for so long My kiss will show this hidden world That I live in when I'm

So tell me who is next To sever ties like a knife To walk away from me Right out of my life My world is tumbling down The ground is crumbling I feel like I might drown And just continue stumbling A sister, a lover, a brother They're all walking away Just one after another All from this inward pain I know all my faults, I really do I swear I can see what I did wrong And I hate myself for losing all of you Because I am so weak and far from strong So now where do I go? I just feel so blue I'm just so lost, can you hear my plea… I know I have to try to make it through But I'm so afraid everyone will leave I've been put i